Enough anger to explode the cosmos
Posted by genericben on November 13, 2008
Right then, been a while since I have updated on here, but I feel it is about time.
I am currently feeling stuck between two points; both of them (and yes, that’s right, I am using bunny rabbit ears) “happy”. There is my current state; working an okay job, earning quite a lot of money and going out / experiencing random situations… this makes me happy. There is the past state; working at Waterstone’s with people I love, being with a girlfriend I loved, being comfortable.
I am at the moment unsatisfied. Neither state offers happiness. Yes the past might look good but the job was dead end, the girlfriend turned out to be evil, the now seems fresh and exciting, but fails to live up to expectations….
When I think of the infinite things that are possible; time, space, things beyond our understanding on Earth (even though in reality I have experienced very little) I can’t help but feel stunted and unfulfilled.
